At last

This day ended quite well, i guess... I answered the test pretty fine, and i could understand the function limits, but i'm still wondering why it doesn't fel like a complete success...
Well, whatever. Tomorrow it's my birthday and i'm gonna celebrate it on Saturday. By now, i have an important test so i must keep with the studying stuff, yet it's not so hard to me to complete it.
I guess the day will be busier with all the task i must do. Fullfill the military forms, unsuscribe to the health plan, buy some CDs while i'm on downtown and tide up my room. That and picking up my costume form my uncle's (the "celebration" is a costume party [I wanted to do that from last year] and there's a lot of people comming) will be the punchline of tomorrow's schedule. Now, i'm going to derivate some linear functions and go to bed. I still can't find what's wrong with the headphones...
Oh, and the conclusion is: Better be prepared and every cause has an ffect onn ourselves.

Wednesday

I thought it wasn't a good day, yet i realized it had no sense and i keep on with the study. Just before i left the faculty, i yelled at the sky praying for a time malfunction to end on Friday. And now, i'm reading presentations like a zombie because i still cannot understand the proccess of protein flux into the secretory pathway, along with the docking and targeting of vesicles. I'm thinking about what would happen if i fail this subject again, and that just left me more anxious. I wanna do the test and finish with all this once and for all.
But i still have other exams... I don't wory about them, because i understand those subjects. Kinda weird, i can easily comprehend the surface made by a distance function over an area integral, and the relations between the object's movement and the Doppler efect, but i hardly learn how the Sar1 protein phosphorilates and joins COPII to form a vesicle in the ER.
Don't get me worng, i adore biology... I could be listening and reading about the proccesses nd the techniques all day long (if i don't fell asleep, of course). But i can't find yet a way to introduce all that in my mind, something that gets easier with mathematics and physics. Maybe it's easier for me to assimilate a number, intead of an aminoacidic secuence.
But i must keep studying, because i wanna be a good biotechnologist.

And that's why i'm not going to conclude 'till late Wednesday.

The Usual

"How do you fell?" asked, and i said "The Usual". "But what is 'usual' to you?" asked again. But just before i could reply to that question, a cold feeling passed trough all my body and kept in my mind. I was just sad fifteen minutes ago, happy three minutes after that. hungry thirty seconds before someone asked for my mood, and very anxious in that moment indeed. So, what's the usual? Being raped by a lot of emotions at the same time? or just being indiferent among them? why did i crossedd word with this person anyway? Was i upset about what happened in the faculty a couple of minutes ago? Or i couldn't stand myself anymore? Yes, what's the USUAL, Nelson? WHAT'S THE USUAL?
So, you can't say nothing, ain't you? You don't know how to fell, that's the answer. Maybe that's why nobody can be in your side for more that a few minutes. Maybe that's why you fell so lonely. You are simply pathetic... NO, I'M NOT. Yes, you are. No, i'm not, and i will not tolerate this any longer. You will be taken apart from my mind from now on... No, you ca................................................





Yes, i did.

So, What'd be the usual?

"Let's say that usual means nothing different from other days before this one".... "Ah, ok. See ya later"

Someone

Finnally, someone posted...
Awesome, that makes me go back to my webcomic. But i have to upload the site, start drawing and do a lot of things before...
Do i have the time? Of course i have. But i'm somewhat messy with my schedule. I have tests to do, classes to assist, a family to look at and an attention disorder to be careful to... But i still wanna do it!!!
Wait. What about the spot? Oh, yeah. That has to be done before pasing to the next step. That and the fact i have to do the "Stick Project" with some of my friends.
Yaay...

Whooohhooooo...

Etcetera

And then, a flush of thoughts. I wanna thank Dan for this.