Wednesday

I thought it wasn't a good day, yet i realized it had no sense and i keep on with the study. Just before i left the faculty, i yelled at the sky praying for a time malfunction to end on Friday. And now, i'm reading presentations like a zombie because i still cannot understand the proccess of protein flux into the secretory pathway, along with the docking and targeting of vesicles. I'm thinking about what would happen if i fail this subject again, and that just left me more anxious. I wanna do the test and finish with all this once and for all.
But i still have other exams... I don't wory about them, because i understand those subjects. Kinda weird, i can easily comprehend the surface made by a distance function over an area integral, and the relations between the object's movement and the Doppler efect, but i hardly learn how the Sar1 protein phosphorilates and joins COPII to form a vesicle in the ER.
Don't get me worng, i adore biology... I could be listening and reading about the proccesses nd the techniques all day long (if i don't fell asleep, of course). But i can't find yet a way to introduce all that in my mind, something that gets easier with mathematics and physics. Maybe it's easier for me to assimilate a number, intead of an aminoacidic secuence.
But i must keep studying, because i wanna be a good biotechnologist.

And that's why i'm not going to conclude 'till late Wednesday.