I forgot

Yes, i forgot. But somehow this things that happened all these years have given me the time and mind to start writing again. I feel like in an inspirational rush, and i need to take the best of it.

Try to understand that between this entry and the one before it almost three years have passed. Not Only a lot has happened, but i'm also a different person... No, not really. And that's strange. Maybe i'm a little more mature, but that's all.

I wonder what dreams and hopes i longed when i left this blog unattended. I know i was going to write about the flow of time and how the perfect time machine should also be a good teleporter-swapper. But in a way, i also know that my other self from 2007 would be very surprised of how things are working out for myself here in 2010.

But right now i won't write about it. I f you know a little of spanish, you can check my other blog. In time, i will give mor info. But for now, let's say that only a few things that i dreamt in 2007 were made. And one of them is that now i am living in the seaside...

Rebirth

So, why come back after all this time? First, because i've had a lot of things unpublished on the dashboard. Second, because i've wanted to write about tons of thing over the past months but i've simply put them on hold. An third, because now i'm really motivated.

Now, i can't assure anything. My schedule is tighter than before, and it would be hard to write anything before Saturday. But i'm on a rush, and i don't want to lose it.

Now, a smooth preview: My next post will deal about science and movies.

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List of videojug videos

This list includes all the videos that i've found interesting while i've been looking at the site. Some of them are good to improve your social skills (most of them, actually), and some of them are just interesting or fun to look at.

How to remember people's names
How to bounce back from a bad first impression
How to be your own hero
How to admit you were wrong and not lose face
How to stop laughing at an inappropiate time
How to chat with someone up on the train, bus or tube
How to make a god first impression
How to fold a t-shirt in 2 seconds
How to get a good night's sleep

I'm telling her

My blog in spanish now works as a "life channel" for my beloves one. I'm writing all my experiences there, so she can read them and tell me what she thinks and answer her questions.


Well, i could use e-mail, but the attached photos give a good flow to the stories without needing to obverthink the situation. And, i could also go to her place and talk to her, but i'm having a lack of time, as usual.


That being said, this place will still go with its usual non-regular schedule.

... Hi.... Bye...

I feel confused. I want to study. I'm failing. I'm falling. I should be thankful. I'm not happy. I'm not the center of the universe. Neither do you.

I'll shut up and let it go.

Hope

Long time, no english.

Remember Carol, Eduardo's girlfriend? Well, no more "girlfriend" for him. Understandable, by the way. The thing is my friend is too much of a party guy to have an extended relationship. I guess there's people that work out more as a bachelor(ette) and others who don't.

I'm one of those who don't.

The thing is i've told Katerina how i feel about her. I've taken the first hard step. Now what? Anibal told me that if i love her, i really love her, i should fight 'till fainting for her. And i've already doing it. I mean, besides enjoying the clases i'm going with her, what else could i possibly do there? Until last week, i was doing absolutely nothing on the music workshop, and i already know most of the things they're teaching me on philosophy class. So, basically, all that time spent is to see her, to talk to her.

I don't know how this will go. I don't have much time left here in Santiago, because i'm going to work in the faraway land of San Pedro de Atacama. But still... I'll make my best effort to make her feel loved. To make her happy. Because she loves me too. She told me that last Friday. And i trust her.

... I hope this turns out ok. I'm putting all my hopes on that. I'm throwing away all my fears. And i think i'm doing the right thing.

Where's time?

Over the past weeks, i've been noticing a several lack of spare time... Well, not like a lack of spare time, but lack of time as a whole.

Lately, i've been readapting to my new schedule. This semester i have to be at uni almost all day. Every weekday at least from 8:00 to 18:00. Besides that, i'm taking salsa classes on Fridays, and a music class after that, wich means i'm going home at 23:00 if everything's ok. Plus, i'm also going to a philosophy class on Mondays, wich also means to take the bus at 23:00 or so.

Now, given the fact i need to do homework, every night since August i've been sleeping from 2:00 to 6:00 AM (one hour to commute and my lazy rythm don't give much time for a break). And that's being charged into my body: I'm getting sick (in my throat, to be specific. Although i also blame the tearing gas the police has been firing lately around uni) and my mind is acting way too crazy.

But i still have to admit i don't use my time the best way possible. Sure, i've been managing to use the bathroom the less time possible, but i still have the guts to check my webcomic list while i'm doing lab reports or thinking about pointless things while i'm studying. Fortunately, i noticed this and i'm trying to manage my time in a way i can still have spare time and free time. I also have to admit my serotonin-dopamine high ranking over the past months is making me feel all strange, happy and hyperexcited.

Now, i hope that on my oncoming vacations i'll be able to end all the errands i'm putting away and growing o my bedroom. Else, i'll be completely busy by the end of the month.